I lose you :(

Hey, boy

listen to me carefully.. I wanna say something that I cant say to you

Actually, I lose you.. :(

I missed you

I love you as my best friend

I don't mind if we're had been has relationship before..

I just want you here, with me, never go away, or leave me alone

I just want you to accompany me

Just you.. and to you..

I can share anything I had everyday and anytime :(

But one day it changed almost all

And voila!

I got we were in far distance which I can't reach you, I can't talk or share anything to you, I can't see you, and the worst is.. You aren't here...

the reason I do that, because I love you

I didn't want make you hurt more than this.. And I really didn't want you hate me

Sorry, I must stay or maybe go away from your life

Just for your happiness

I really sincere do that for your happiness :) Just it

But I really want we can back again..

We laugh together, support each other, and be here always..

It's always been for you :')

For my beloved boy ^_^

*I hope you always here for me..

Where's my hobbies!? Gosh!! OoO!

Oh my God!

Hobi ku begitu saja ku telantarkaaan!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!!

mulai dari nulis cerita, puisi, buat komik, serta main keyboard! Kemana semua kegemaran ituuu!?

yang dulu ku lakukan di waktu senggang ku??!?

Ya Ampuuuun Tuhaaan!

Aku ingin mengembangkan ide-ide yg slalu bersangkar di otak dan hati ku. Menumpahkannya ke dalam secarik kertas atau tulisan/gambar, yang lama-kelamaan menjadi suatu maha karya yang patut diberi penghargaan, yang patut dinikmati, dan menjadi kepuasan tersendiri untuk ku dan penikmat nya

Where're that all go!!?? ._.