hey boy, this what i wanna say to you..

Hey boy,
I know that I always make many mistakes to you
I know, I already hurt you and give you many pains.. And the worst, I always make you upset and cry
I think and I hope, it's the better way to us. I have to leave you with your own life!
Yeah,
I think that's better
You want to forget me, don't you?
I always think, I'm a bad girl. I'm not for YOU, boy
Whoa, they're another girls much better than me! Why did you choose me?


I think, all my feeling to you already disapear b'cause what are you do to me.

After you ignore me, I'm very miss you, boy!

But I feel like an idiot bad girl, you know!?
Always wrong..
You say to me, like I am wrong, wrong, and wrong! That's hurt you know!?
Yeah, you just think yourself. I know it, 'cause it just like me..


That're too hurt for me say "hai" to you. That's too hurt boy! Till I crying almost all day!? And the damn thing is.. That just for you! That's b'cause of you!
And you know? I'm really hurt to remember all things about you!


I'm so sorry boy. You dont give me more changes. You do that to me like avenged your fold! I cant say anything again..
I'm too hurts to say it all! And now I'm crying just because of you!?
How stupid, fool, silly I am!
I want to angry but I cant!?

And you know what!? The most stupid thing still I do?
That is, I still LOVE you! Damn! I still love you! Love you like my best friend, brother, and my special person..


Hey boy,
Thanks for all
And sorry for all things that I ever did to you!
My last word for now..

Good bye... :')

Nov 27 2010