Risk of Being a Secret Admirer

it's so long time ago I wrote this on facebook's notes. When I was be a Secret Admirer for someone somewhere far so far away :P and also when I was still like to wrote anything :3
Just a simple notes from me *another me long time ago :p


Yes I am
a Secret Admirer
That love you so much but I can't reach you
I just can see you from far distance
Just smile behind you
Just shout my feel on a papper and in my heart
Always worried of you..

But being a Secret Admirer like me
has a lot of risk
That so much so that I can cry because of it
But everythings we do has its own risk
That are :

- Because I only can see you from far distance
I can feel hurt if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend besides me
But I only can say "Congratulations! I hope you can be happy when together with him/her"
And provide the most beautiful smile and the best gift you can never before

- I will feel so sad if you wounded because of him or her
I've volunteered you to him/her but he/she dumped you and make you very sad!
I can't stand for it!
But I can't do anything because I don't have a special relationship with you and I really have no right to do that!
I can only be patient to see and hear it all and say "I'm so sorry"

-I'll be crazy by other people for being weird and stupid because of you
hahahahaha... XD You make me crazy and always thinking about you almost everyday!

- I can only let you go and being a friend and someone who can you trust.
Really! I really want you to consider me as someone who is can you trust and reliable!


Almost all of the core risk and sacrifice my ability to see and hear all the things you've accomplished with him/her
And just wanna see you happy with him/her
Still Love and Like you whatever you are
And place you in diffrent place in my heart...


By Farah Alfiyani

C'mon! Be excited to be a secret admirer. But don't you hurt or destroy the trust of person you love with your ambition to get him/her! Just Let him/her happy with his/her life because it is the task into a secret admirer!

Dec 27 2009